I don't know if "hit harder" is the right phrase for it.
[Henry is... Henry. He's managed to cultivate some empathy in his time here, but it is so very, very tiny.
However, Komaeda is something of a special case.]
But I am glad that we managed to help him. I think I would have been dissatisfied if he had remained stuck in his cycle. No one should have to go through that, and not as badly as him.
Why were you lured into this lopsided contract? To be used? I can't imagine why else someone would do such a thing, other than to take advantage of you.
[It's clever. And if Henry didn't also hate being stuck, trapped, unable to leave one's circumstances, he'd almost find it admirable.]
I think that's it. To put it as simply as I can, we're offered a wish and in exchange we have to fight monsters. But the monsters are actually what we eventually become, if we don't die first.
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Kinda? I know you're teammates and I know the more involvement you have with someone, the more these places sort of hit harder.
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I don't know if "hit harder" is the right phrase for it.
[Henry is... Henry. He's managed to cultivate some empathy in his time here, but it is so very, very tiny.
However, Komaeda is something of a special case.]
But I am glad that we managed to help him. I think I would have been dissatisfied if he had remained stuck in his cycle. No one should have to go through that, and not as badly as him.
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His luck was way worse than mine ever was, though.
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Calling it a cycle of hope and despair wouldn't be wrong. So you could sort of say I know how he feels.
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But in your case, what's causing it? If he can be freed, maybe you can, too.
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It's a contract I wasn't given the full details about. So I think it would only end when I die.
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So you mean you didn't know what you were signing up for until it was too late.
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Yeah, that's exactly it. No matter what I do now, I have to keep fighting. Even if fighting also brings me closer to death.
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Why were you lured into this lopsided contract? To be used? I can't imagine why else someone would do such a thing, other than to take advantage of you.
[It's clever. And if Henry didn't also hate being stuck, trapped, unable to leave one's circumstances, he'd almost find it admirable.]
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To put it as simply as I can, we're offered a wish and in exchange we have to fight monsters. But the monsters are actually what we eventually become, if we don't die first.
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And there's no... "loophole" in this contract?
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Not one that's worked yet.
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Maybe he shouldn't suggest that-
No, he will.]
What if the one who drew up the contract was no longer a factor? Would it still be binding?
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So you know the evil bear in Nagito's Palace? And how we went to the place where it was like a neverending wave of bears?
[ SO DID YOU KNOW THERE'S A LOT OF KYUBEY-- ]
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And so there's a never-ending wave of...?
[Of what? What has bound you to this awful contract, young lady.]
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Kyubey. It's like a cat... bunny... thing.
I mean, I know how it sounds, like it's not scary at all, but...
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I imagine it can fight back.
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[Half joke, half something for her to consider. But!]
So that's it, then? You're just waiting for the day for you to hold up your end of the "contract" and die?
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But it seems that doesn't apply to you.
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I got reminded that I wasn't alone.
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