Also something that takes practice, that’s all. It helps that I worked with children for a number of years; you get into the habit of knowing what you want to say before you say it. No one’s going to listen to an orderly who sounds like he’s bumbling through it all.
[ once again the oddity of that occupation strikes her. there are elements to how he talks that absolutely indicate it, though--that conscious choice of words, and many of his phrasings. his tone, when he isn't snapping at her. the even measure, his pitch. ]
[His eyes glance up at the ceiling, as though trying to calculate the years. Twenty is how long he was there for. How long until Dr. Brenner gave up on him, decided that he could not control him, and made him work, instead?]
I told you that it was government research, didn't I? The kind that none of the administration wanted getting out. "Magic", as you call it, is not normal in my world. Those children, and myself, were secrets that were never allowed to take one step out of that laboratory.
And so that gives you a little more context. I'm much more sheltered than I look. Living in the same place, with the same routine, day in and day out -- it isn't like I had a chance to accrue a lot of life experiences.
[Thus why he wouldn't know what wine is which. Why her city felt impossibly grand, with its fantastical locations. Why he was jealous of it, just a little.]
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Good. Otherwise, you'll start to make me feel like my father.
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No. Just leery of the comparison.
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Ha! Mammon. What pair we make.
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Nothing better to bond over, I say.
[He finds himself wishing he could tell her more, just the sort of pain he put his father through, but instead decides on-]
Even if my particular issues have been resolved, and the fire is still burning beneath yours.
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You pick your words so precisely.
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How do you mean?
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Also something that takes practice, that’s all. It helps that I worked with children for a number of years; you get into the habit of knowing what you want to say before you say it. No one’s going to listen to an orderly who sounds like he’s bumbling through it all.
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How long did you say you worked with them?
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[His eyes glance up at the ceiling, as though trying to calculate the years. Twenty is how long he was there for. How long until Dr. Brenner gave up on him, decided that he could not control him, and made him work, instead?]
I'd say close to fifteen years, probably.
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Mammon. Not insignificant.
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It was important work. Important to them, at least.
Do you want to know a secret?
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Mm.
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I couldn’t have left even if I wanted to.
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takes a deeper sip of this crappy beer]
And so...
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And so that gives you a little more context. I'm much more sheltered than I look. Living in the same place, with the same routine, day in and day out -- it isn't like I had a chance to accrue a lot of life experiences.
[Thus why he wouldn't know what wine is which. Why her city felt impossibly grand, with its fantastical locations. Why he was jealous of it, just a little.]
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Well. Here you are now.
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Not much better, save for the company.
No offense to the children, of course.
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[ unspoken: and I am so much more interesting and accomplished and intelligent than children ]
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[The kids weren't that bad, save for the bullies.]
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